Not a good week

I weighed in and gained this week! A little discouraged but not giving up. I have to admit that it threw me off but today I dug my heals back in and I'm back on the wagon. This is the hardest thing in the world. I just LOVE to eat. There does not have to be a reason, I just want to. Its almost uncontrollable. Even after I've eaten, I'm thinking about what I'm gonna have next time I eat. That MUST be a sickness. I'm telling you, I have HUGE sympathy for alcoholics and drug addicts. Food is definitely my addiction and I haven't won the battle yet. I know I would be so happy to be thin, but the food is such a temptation. I am all about some instant gratification. Weight loss is definitely NOT conducive  to that. God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, the courage to change what I can, and the wisdom to know the difference..........